Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Thursday, January 19, 2012

A little thing called LOVE, FRIENDSHIP and BONDINGS

11:33 AM 1/9/2012

Friday shift - the last shift of the week. We used to go straight home and just relax or dine in the Urban Cafeteria near our office.  But this time, it was different. 

After everyone had finished their chores, logged out and went down to the elevator, we decided to eat. Me, Mother Monster (Vanessa Ladaban), Kaye Brosas (Kristine Camille Selbijan), Selena Gomez (Joy Marie Limbo), Bunso (Ruby Line Nayga) hurriedly went on to the food place and dine. I was counting them and then Mother Monstaer said, "hintayin natin si Vans...". So we chose our food and savor its home-filled taste. We noticed that Mother Monster's viand and she said, "Adobo everyday...". While waiting for Sexy Mama (Vans / Vanessa Navalta), Kaye checked Mother Monster's BB phone to add songs on it. We enjoyed our food and we noticed that Vans is approaching with her sexy dress, along with a chinese bag. Not mentioning the V-neck back of the dress, with a long, wide sleeves that fitted her body.

She went towards our table and said, "Saan tayo? Doon na lang tayo sa bahay...". Everyone seemed to be shocked and each of us has their own line. I came from hosting a wedding and i was in a formal attire that day. Joy will meet her sister at Greenhills. Ruby has shift that night. Mother Monster and Kaye were relaxed coz they have an extra time to bond with us. "Ano ba minsan lang naman ito noh...sige na sama na kayo...", Mother Monster said while looking the road to find a taxi. "Sige sagot ko na pang-taxi niyo..." Vans offered. "Ay hindi talaga ako puwede..." said Ruby, still unsure. "O sige basta hanggang twelve lang tayo ha...", Joy explained. Then we looked for 2 taxis and hurriedly went to Vans' home.

We were surprised... All of us had a big stare when we reached the place. The house seems to be at large and it is a 3 floors. A wide garage and small door, which leads to a wide space living room with full of ornaments and chinese related designs. We were so amazed on how it looked like. We glanced at those things they have inside the houase and all of them were amazingly kept, specially the 2007 Calendar (imagine its been 5 years ago) which still hanging on the wall. Vans said that the reason why the calendar is still on its original position because every name of their family member is written on it.

We are in the middle of thinking on what we can have for lunch, when suddenly we saw a pile of DVDs on a small rack. We hurriedly checked it and it contains several movies. They ladies tried to pick their favorites and also asked Vans if thay can borrow some and watch it at home. Some are typical filipino movies like "Panday", "Working Girls", "Temptation Island" and others. I was not able to check it because I was busy fixing the sofa coz i'm kind of sleepy and ready to have my dreams on a lunchtime. They picked the movie which shows news and reports that was prohibited to air on National Tv. Why? Beacuse it shows torn human skins, deadly stunts, detached body parts and other sensational news that was happened over americans and asians which was not seen on TV. I tried watching it and it gave us chills, screams and eerie faces that can bolow our heads because of the different morbid acts. Then, i fell asleep for a couple of minutes while they are preparing the food for lunch.

As I woke up, they are eating and so I stood up and joined them. Joy prepared us the icetea while watching "Temptation Island", which stars Marian Rivera, Lovi Poe, heart Evangelista, Solenn Heussaff and others. After that, we finsihed our meals and started to rest again. On the garage, we saw the foot spa machine that Vans bought so we tried it and it made our feet relaxed. Each of us had their own positions. The girls went manicuring themselves, while I pamper myself. We also saw Vans' pet, the Turtoise (turtles) as we enjoyed the spa. We finished it and went inside to take a rest.While all of us tries to sleep, they asked if we wanted to do something else. We tried to check again the DVD rack, and guess what we saw... MARIO MAURER'S "A LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE"!!! I hurriedly checked it coz i have not watched it yet. I told them that I
will borrow it, but they said we just have to watch it since we do not have anything to do, after eating the Red Ribbon Cake. :-) We watched the movie and it was SO GOOD, SO BEAUTIFUL, made us reminisce the days we have wayback high school. the crushy-washy thing, the loitering, the assignments, the projects and most of all... FRIENDS!

In the middle of watching it, the drama came in. Nam (who has a BIG crush with Shone, that Mario Maurer portrays), had the chance to tell her feelings to Shone, not even knowing that his crush already had a girlfriend. She said I LOVE YOU, but Shone did not throw back the sweete lines, but yet said that he is already committed. Nam (played by Pimchanok Luevisadpaibul) crashed and even fell on the swimming pool near the place where both of them standing. She ran away with a broken heart. That time, I was hardly crying. My eyes were swollen and i made Tin woke up because of me and Joy, sobbing over the movie. It ended well with tears and joy. After that, we realized that we had done so much on that day.

As I went home, i was really blessed and happy, knowing that friends are there, no matter how hard, how tough, how sad and how cruel life is, you still have your friends. We may gone through any trials and harships, BUT TRUE FRIENDS WILL STILL HELP AND PROVIDE COMFORT when you LEAST expect it. 

-=jjmc

Monday, June 6, 2011

The Love Story

i admit that i fell in love deeply and in return, the feelings and intentions are mutual... to the point that you
cannot sleep at night just because he is not yet home... to the point that everything is so clear that you are
smiling everyday, thinking of songs that will actually depict your happiness, leveling to sky high rocket, because
you know that somebody is there to catch you when you fall...allm of these will only stick to one word... LOVE.
it came to me that i have known him so much, that even i had the chance to mingle with his family. to the extent
that i slept with him on nhis parent's house, something that i do not usually do. i appreciate it most if we will
go back to his home and will spend quality time together as if we do not have any time left... love had conquered
our loneliness and emptiness for just holding each others hands and saying "hey, I LOVE YOU..."
but as like any other movie, there is the fighting point, wherein you don't know if trust was placed properly, or
if you really love each other. there are times that your distance means a lot, to the extent that one of you will
question if you really are still intact. what i am pointing is that why do you need to doubt when you already held
my hand? it is not an alibi that i fell in love so fast, but the thing is, do you trust the way i trust you? or is
this just like a bubble gum that after the taste had gone, you can easily throw it all away? this is not what i am
thinking and wishing that will happen, this is something out of hand...
as day passes, my birthday will soon arrive... first time that i will celebrate it with someone whom i really fell
in love with. we planned and continue sharing thoughts, to the point that i am willing to stay unemployed just to
be with him. but then again, the fantasy and the magic we are planning turned into reality. 1 day after my special
day, fighting was extended. doubts and suspicious mind took over and we end up losing what we have saved. i looked
forward for a happy ending but what is left is a special birthday that i celebrated. a special day with my laptop,
reading overwhelming greetings and responses. it made me smile for a moment and left a tear inside, knowing that
one person had to greet me in a specific, memorable way... which never happened and will never happen again...
time passed and the day of his leaving came... no clues, no updates, no messages and no goodbyes. just a thinking
that probably, he left just like that... clueless in more ways but i need to remain at peace. some said we need to
talk, some said we need to let go, some said i need to pray... but i did nothing above all.
what is inside me are questions, questions and questions... why, why oh why... why is it you left like that? why
you never asked me to talk to to you when you know that we decided to go on? why you just doubt like that, knowing
that you are the only one i exchanged my heart with? and why you decided to let go, when you are the one who
uplift all of my feelings from the start? sigh, sigh. sigh...
as he flown away, he took away something from me... the happiness that i never felt with someone else... the smile
i wore when we are together... the belongingness and care he did and most of all, the love that can never be
repeated in a lifetime...
as of now, im holding on and at the same time letting go... holding on for all what we had is still lingers in my
mind, holding on for the beautiful days... letting go for a fact that i needed to be okay, letting go for almost
the whole of me is drifting apart... letting go coz i know if i stayed, the longer ill go deeper and it is harder
tfor me to walk away...
I LOVE YOU and THANK YOU, that is all i can say... i may never asked for another chance nor asking for you to come
back... i just need you to know that you are being thought of every day, valued and loved, the way i know it is
supposed to be. if love is not enough for you to stay, i hope my thoughts and care will be a turning point because
i know that when the day i met you, and when the day we knew that we belong, you cared and thought of me first,
before you saved my love and let go...


I won't see your smile
And I won't hear you laugh
Anymore
Every night
I won't see you walk
Through that door
'Cause time wasn't on your side
It isn't right
I can't say I love you
It's too late to tell you
But I really need you to know
[Chorus:]
Oh baby no
I'll never forget you
I'll never let you out of my heart
You will always be here with me
I'll hold on to the memories baby
Now baby can you hear me
Wherever you may be
Tonight
Are you near me
I need you to be
By my side
'Cause I never said goodbye
It isn't right
I should have said I love you
Why didn't I just tell you
God knows I need you to know
[Chorus]
Somewhere I know you'll be with me
Someday in another time
But right now you're gone
You just vanished away
But I'll never leave you behind
[Chorus]